the not so updated news..

now.. i've been sneezing a cple of times while checkg out my own blog.. apparently, i've been neglecting it 4so long, its very, very dusty.. and ederq hs also mentioned abt blog yg telah berhabuk ini! sungguh benar bgi dikata! neway, ive so much 2tell.. yet i dont hv d energy 2do so.. i can only stare at my pc 4certain amount of time.. d longer i take staring at it, d more nausea i become.. n all because of d not so updated news i've 2tell which is :

IM PREGGY!!

yes, yes.. i am.. a cute bump is already emerging. and soulmate has already given me a new nickname 'buncit'.. i dont really want 2 argue with his choice of nickname cz its somewht true.. i do look buncit.. *sigh! im currently in my second month of my pregnancy n do'g not so great bcz of d morning sickness.. but truth is, who ever came up with d term 'morning' sickness is definitely a liar! its not only in d morning. mine lasts d entire day.. at least now i managed 2control it a bit thru some magical thing called medicine. but kalo lewat sket makan ubat, alamatnye, haru le..

some frens been ask'g hw i found out.. well, d same way everyone else found out, of course! saya telah mencuri2 mbeli preggy kit ms soulmate tunggu di luar kedai.. since i had a false alarm before, i didnt really expect so much dis time around. but i needed confirmation so, i jz need 2check. n hence, bile soulmate pegi keja, saya telah buat test dan sesungguhnye, Allah je tau terkujat nye saya.. dh le soulmate keja! kalo dia ada, ble gak tkejut sama2.. and then came the panicky bit.. like wht do i do n such.. mmndgkn bcdg nk nengok muka soulmate ms bgtau dh preggy, jd tak mau le terjerit2 excited ckp dlm fon kt dia ms tu.. tpksa tunggu esok pg.. tp sama juga.. esok pg pn tak dpt tgk muka soulmate ms dia tau.. jd, msih tak dpt mengetahui apakah reaksi sbnr soulmate.. pg tu i told my mom first (i mean first aftr soulmate), n tak sampai seminit kmudian, my sis called nk reconfirm d news. dan bmula la mcm2 plan tlebih excited ahli keluarga kami.. cheh! then g check kt clinic jz 2confirm, (it ws already 5weeks) n amik my ubat2an.

first few weeks after tau tu, takde pn alah. makan mencanak2.. asik lapar je keja nye.. sempat gi bukit merah lg ngn my family. start week after that, smp skrg ni, aduyai.. alah je hari2.. mkn je muntah.. i knew my mom cried one day whn i t'muntah kt dlm bilik air. ingtkn takde org tau i dlm tu, skali ada org tlg gosok2 blkg.. dgr bunyi 'srott.. srettt.. srott.. srett..' skali mak tsayang tumpang sedih nengok anaknye yg kurus keding (yep, tp buncit) ini tak le mkn tnpa muntah blk.. adoyai.. bsalah sungguh! tp i cover line pe.. kalo muntah bkn jenis 'uwek! uwek!' yg kuat tu.. jenis senyap je.. ble? tp insyaALLAH.. i think, in a cple of weeks time, dh tak alah lg mgkn.. AMINNNNNN!!

owh ya, please dont ask me nk anak apa.. ada a fren, in Iran. kept on insisting i shld say i suka anak apa.. ada ke patut? dh ckp tak kesah, dia nk soh jugak bg preference.. adoyai.. susah tol.. and also to everyone's disappointment (ke 2 my own?) i am not carrying twins! at least ysterday ms scan, tak nmpk ada dua.. lg pn kecik lg! mana nk nmpk.. my fren, d newlywed ned (dan bkn dia saja) is curious abt d outcome of twin kawen twin.. sudah dibilang, kturunan ku kembar bselang-seli.. datuk saya kembar, anak nye tiada kembar, cucunye (saya dan cousin2) bderet kembar.. tp, kalo ada nk tolong doa, meh la.. ehehe!

okla.. dh bpinar la mata nengok pc.. hopefully, nnt blog ni tak bhabuk sangat cm recently.. n owh ye! i bought a new (of course la new) BB! but i still pki fon yg lama juga.. ta-ta!