the time whn all plans turned out different

yup.. yup.. my last entry i wrote about me wanting to surprise soulmate for his birthday, planning to cari baju for along's wedding n bakal mjadi pengapit kategori mak buyung for along. turned out, suma nya gagal.. jz a day after i last post an entry, i went 2 ofc as usual. well, selepas hbs tmpoh 'mengeram' (morning sickness) i got somewht energetic 2go 2ofc. it was normal early morning, but sometime around 10am ~ish, i started shivering n rs sejuk satu badan. i thought i need 2eat, so i waited smp i had lunch w K.Ina wlupn tak larat nk jln g TH. bt after lunch + dh zuhur, rs cm lembik smcm.. n zombie-like me decided i need 2get back early so i can go 2clinic. so, i drove 2a clinic nearby my hse. doc ckp, jz a mild fever, get home, sleep early n by 2moro u'll b ok. but he spared me MC jz in case.

unfortunately, it ws not mild fever. blk je rumah, terus terlentang.. penat tak hengat.. n soulmate terus je ckp 'rs nye denggi ni'. n i ws thinking like, 'wow! wht a terrific hubby i hv.. d least he cld do is doakan yg elok2, ni mulut dia takde insuran le pulak..' tp, dsbbkn tak larat, lynkn saja soulmate berkata2.. then, mlm tu 4x muntah. bdn dh mkin panas. soulmate pulak dh sah2 g keja.. tinggal le sorg2 lyn skt. bila dh pg, rs still tak elok, since ada MC, dok saje kt umah. d nx day (sadly, it was soulmate's bday) soulmate took me 2a hospital 4blood test n turned out, mmg mulut takde insuran soulmate itu masin.. bila doc ckp blk dulu, drink 3big bottles of water n come back 2moro, i thought '3 botol air? cm boleh, sng je. minum air bkn payah pn.. sure esok ok' (ye, denggi ni bkn ada ubat yg spesifik. since im preggy, lg la.. lgpn doc ble bg panadol utk kurgkn dmam je n advise minum air je la byk2) tp kn, bila blk umah, jgn kn 3 botol, nk dpt hbs 1botol pn payah. mkn lg le tak lalu. my PIL ada dtg melawat w along, bw jus jambu. lyn le juga minum. bila nk tido, ssh yg amat. kepala rs pening sgt2. tbgn je, kepala skt. nk tdo blk mmg pyh.. smp menangis le skt kepala.

d next morning, bila kt hospital nk amik darah lg, d nurse tgk dh lmbik sgt, xjd le nk cucuk cz dia tkut pengsan. so, trus msuk drip n hospitalised. smpat juga scan baby, but since baby looks fine, takle risau sgt. dh msuk wad, i ws somewht relieved jg. cz @least we'll b monitored closely n msuk drip tu ble la ada tenaga sket. tp mmg le muak, asik hadap 100plus, pstu dpt lak sup ketam hmpes (dlm kata lain, sup ajinomoto!) yg soulmate beli kt one seafood plc nearby d hospital.. (soulmate tidak salah dlm hal ni. tp apa kes kedai tu buat sup ajinomoto cenggitu? bkn ke soulmate mintak sup ketam? ya ALLAH! ble tak kembang tekak teringat blk?) terus fobia nk mkn sup ketam yg my father masak d next day. after 4 days kt hospital, soulmate hntr blk umah my parents cz i ws given a week of MC. bt i hv 2 go 4check up juga 2check platlet drh. spnjg minggu cm zombie.. but appetite tu increased le.

d weekend ws along's wedding. my parents however had 2rush back 2kedah cz tok wan pulak skt. they also had planned 2go picnic, then terus singgah wedding along, tp tak jadi. as for being d pengapit, i obviously had 2forget it. cpt sgt rs penat. akhirnya jd spectator je la. if not for d fact dat i had 2attend a group of visitors coming, i obviously wld take another week of MC cz mmg rs penat lg nk g keja. masuk ofc pn dgn pening kepala lg. tp gagah kn juga la. skang ni dh ok. rs fobia jugak ngn nyamuk.. hampes! kecik je tp nyusahkan! rs cm br je nk elok mabuk, dtg pulak denggi.. dugaan btol. tp mmg area umh tu byk kes denggi pn, tak sangka le diri sendiri nk kena. tmbh2 ngn preggy ni, mmg le risau. it definitely is a great lesson 2b learnt. u wld think ur hse is safe, bt it doesnt mean u cant get it. even whn u've tried preventing kt umh, kt parking, kt basement tepi longkang tu sapa nk kisahkan? mcm2 kn?i however am very thankful juga, all is in d past n all's safe. hopefully, lps ni ble 'menikmati' tmpoh pregnancy yg normal. mau mkn2 dan menambah berat.. =)

the updates..

mak aih.. one month tak update blog.. its becoming a habit of me to jz tgk je blog ni, tp tak update.. punye la malas.. tu tak masuk nk muntah lg.. but now, im officially back to becoming a normal human being.. (harap2 nye btol la).. sbb sudah semakin pulih dr mabuk2 and im currently building up my appetite dan perut adalah sedikit muncit dr kebiasaan.. kadang ngeri juga nengok.. tp mmndgkn mmg akan lbh besar dr ini, jd sedang menyaipkan diri dgn psediaan mental bila bdn nnt mbelon.. well.. im on my way 2 my 4th month now.. skejap je dh 4 bulan..

owh ye.. selingan.. for soulmate's bday dis coming thursday, i bought him a man utd jersey from United Direct. unbelievable.. skjp je dh smp.. hr sbtu lps, dsebabkan bj tu ada return policy within certain days, i had to give soulmate hadiah nye lebih awal. (daymn.. spoil d surprise le kan?) mslhnye, tkut baju salah size, (ye, soulmate nye weight mmg haywire.. org lain preggy, org lain yg mbesar bgai johan..) tu psl kena soh dia try jugak supaya smpat return blk klu2 silap. tp lega la.. bj nye size yg tepat dan he likes d 'rooney 10' kt blkg jersey tu! lucky! cz i ws a bit confused.. nk letak nama dia ke, nama rooney.. rupanya, dia mmg tak nak letak nama dia! and tanpa berlengah lg, soulmate telah merasmikan jersey tu whn we went 2 mv dat day! sungguh bbangga!

speaking of MV, anyway, dat ws d 1st time i went 2 d mall smnjak preggy.. slama ni asik kelembikkan, tak sanggup gi mana2 pn.. nk beli brg rumah kt giant pn soulmate kena gi sorg sbb i cant stand d smell kt giant tu. ada food court, so bau campuran suma mknn tu mmg mengundang nausea.. bila dpt gi MV mcm org normal, (malahan mkn di food junction lg tu!!! hebat nye!) terus jd sedikit frenzy.. since i've been promising myself utk beli comfy shoes, bpusing le kami di skitar MV cr kasut ibu mengandung.. tp suma rupa aunty2, jd akhirnya tringat nk nengok Ipanema.. and yes! ive found myself a good 2pairs of flops yg sgt2 selesa n cute! (yes peeps, your eyes didnt fool u, 2 pairs.. punya la hampeh.. terus beli dua pasal takut susah nk kuar lg!) ok la.. i've 2gv my crdt 2 my twin who suggested it. sbb pnah post kt FB abt me wanting 2 find a gud pair of shoes 4 preggy mom. ramai yg suggest mcm2 jenis.. bt Ipanema won n i heart gisele bunchen 4coming up with Ipanema.. she might hv other target 'audience' 4 her products, but preggy mom shld get it as well!

n kejayaan lain adalah mcari seluar jerut di jusco. maklumla, seluar jeans dh tak boleh dipakai.. seluar yg ada ni smakin mduga keselesaan perut.. jd, prlu cr seluar yg sesuai.. since i won myself a jusco voucher 4winning some bowling tournament kt ofc, jd nye dpt le beli seluar tanpa bayar! yippie! nnt nk pki g ofc sbb kain bj kurung dh takle kancing.. setakat ni cuma zip saja. sungguh berani kn? kalo le tpijak ke, ttarik ke, pstu keaiban blaku, mmg bhenti keja terus!

neway.. minggu lg satu, along (kakak ipar ku) kawen.. tak silap, kena jd pengapit. ye.. mak buyung mengapit.. insyaALLAH dorg dpt berkat dr pengapit ke.. wahaha! nmpknye, minggu ni kena lari sekejap mcari baju nk pakai.. hrp2 ada la bju yg sesuai. kalo takde, mmg padan muka sbb last minit br nk cari.. ok la.. nk cr idea nk wt surprise kt soulmate utk bday nye.. hmpeh btol, hadiah yg mmg dia tunggu2 sudah tpaksa bg awal2.. skang apa ku nk buat utk bday dia?!